Today is really a weird day. You might have read Bruno's post today about the death of his sister 2 years ago. Last days, I know this day was coming, it already kept me busy a bit. I wasnt able to write about it earlier, because I didn't know if Bruno would appreciate it when I would write about it.
Last night I talked a long time with Bruno about all what had happened and about dealing with these kind of things. Like me, Bruno wants to keep his problems for himself. I know, my own experience, that that is possible for a long time. But, one day, you cant keep it to yourself anymore. In my opinion, never thought it is me who would say that, you must try to share your problems with the ones you care about. Sounds easy, but for me that, till now, that is not possible as well. Specially with introvert people this is an issue what can make life difficult.
Because I act similar as Bruno I can feel so well how he have to deal with his things.
Thx to the anonymity of internet perhaps, Bruno and I were able to talk very deep and serious last night. To me it felt good we did it and I think for Bruno it relieved a bit as well.
Without mentioning the issues we discussed I can tell that opening your mind so deep to someone else a lot of emotions come up. Why cant I, or cant we, do that to the ones we care. I am quite a softy in these things and sometimes I want I could be stronger then I am emotionally. Sometimes I feel ashamed showing too much emotion but rationally I know that its good to show them. A good cry relieves more then keeping things between the ears.


TC