Just a quick blog today, cause I am rather busy at the moment ( cause of the starting of the new school year).
Last night I was working at home at my pc, I had yahoo messenger open, but wasnt chatting, just to keep up the mail. Suddenly a pop-up window in the left bottom appeared with the words "hi" in it (I am sure you know what kind of window i mean).
While it appeared I actually was a bit busy working for school and meanwhile thinking about the meaning of life. Actually was thinking about all things that keeps me busy in my personal life and my personal struggles (sounds more heavy then it is btw).
The guy who messaged me was Dragan, actually the first e-friend I ever met online. The first time i met him was about 4 years ago when I started with yahoo messenger/msn. I was very shy then ( still am actually) but with D I build up a friendship I still cherish a lot.
Actually he was the first guy with whom I could talk about the personal issues that kept (and keep) me busy.
We always kept contacts and, also because he was the first, our friendship (I know its an e-friendship) still continuous. We shared a lot of deepest thoughts and when in trouble we know we can support eachother.
He told me about all great things happening to him with his new bf. About a year ago his former bf decided to end the relationship and that was the start of very difficult year. Since I met him he always had the same bf so for me it was weird as well talking with him, knowing the love of his life left him.
So, last night he was there again, telling about his new bf , telling about the great vacation they had together in Tunis and talking about the great times they have together. I feel so happy for him, you cant imagine. It really kept me busy a lot seeing him so sad last year, so totally different then he feels now.
The chat I had made me feel good as well after my thinking moments. I txted D to thank him and told him I needed such a chat. Now he was concerned lol and asked if i was ok in his answering txt..... Felt good there are friends like him....