I do believe the OCEAN Is bound to show its Strength,might.I know its a storm forcing the Ocean but,crazy morning thought but,maybe for people who don't believe in God(something greater than they)THe ocean is just reminding some there is something Greater,Mighty,around them.I think Man (kind)everyonce and awhile needs to be reminded yes we are in the nano,micro,mega,Technology era but We R not in complete CONTROL of all things large and small...ON a much larger scale we are like flys in a large wind just trying not to get blown away....We are so small,there are many things i think that are above us ,mentally etc. oh gosh anyway Wake up call for those that take things for granted I think U R eyes R wide open now..IN sad way.LIke the war woke me...IN a sad way..I have a loved one on the outside of new orleans and haven't heard from him,yes I am worried,I have come to accept this is my job,destiny perhaps )to worry)Worry for his home,life,worry for husband and his crew,and the innocent caught in the Hell that is Iraq.People need to change,not be so nasty,bitchin bout little shit,for the world(God) is testing our faith,willingness and eagerness to survive with very little,or perhaps Nothing...In a perfect world oh people could cope with death,destruction,lose with some hope,just if a tiny bit .A smile,door opened for you,ect.But as I see it going is people will get more hateful,selfish,spiteful,rob,murder(just cause they R mad or wanted to)Envy (already do just worse) others for what they have worked for ..THe generation of {I DIDN'T HAVE NO DADDY GROWIN UP,MY SIS AND BROTHER HAVE DIFFERENT DADS,I'VE STRUGGLED ALL MY LIFE u OWE me(BULLSHIT,MORALESS BUNCH)or A WE THEY DON'T NEED ALL THAT STUFF,SO ISS GOING TO STEAL ME SOME..YEAH.FAMILIES FIRST USING,FOODSTAMP EATIN,GOVERNMENT PAYS MY RENT CAUSE I DESERVE IT!!!!sorry pisses me off to no end.Damn lazy bitches,screwing around getting preg at 14-15 cause she wants to show him she can keep him around one way or another,Get hundreds in food stamps,Nicer places to live than some of my friends who work.Places with nice swimming pools,private(Damn.THere are people out there that really need the things these needin tubes tided little sluts with nothing wrong getting a SSI check.cause there friend told them how to work the system,so they can sit on there asses by the private pool,drinkin a Boones Farm flirting (wanting another kid more money)while the kid or kids they do have are on the other side of the pool knowing mom isn't watching trying to tortue and drown the nice,polite boy...Yes I have seen and heard all this shit,it just amazed me.My mouth was literally open catchin flys....IF all of this isn't bad enough the (don't get me wrong every child deserves a second change if its not to late)These little violent micro,junk food,playstation basterds are MY AND YOUR FUTURES!!!!!!!GOD help us!!I know i'm just rambling this morning,got to get it off my chest,saw something on TV got me going and my coffee..I have always no i'm not rich.but I've always had too much and i've been drawn to needy(yeah right) people they just SPOT my dumb-ass miles away...recently I met this lady very quite reserved at the school her son and my son in same class/well i'm very shy,til U get to know me.well she talks to me.we become friends,my hub just left Iraq and we do have big house full of too much furniture,so I'm frustrated and to the point if you can get it out take it.Nice things.TV's,extra computer about yr half old,clothes,dishes,couch,bed,bedding,you name it.It was like heaven i'm sure.well i feel good getting it out of house,plus helping someone without some of these things...well i get truck move it,didn't see her again not even to pick up her son at school for about month.I was crushed cause I thought I had made a friend and chandler would have someone to play with take mind off daddy gone...USED!!!I know its been a long post but she comes back around,I fall for it again.More odds and ends giving actually big things.anyway..Had to pay bills left son with her,got home that night and he was taking bath and chan is so nice he wants to be liked,too much///On his back are these large pea sized already purple,black round spots there are 8 and they are in like a perfect grouping pattern...Her little demon basterd had shot my son that may times with a BB gun.!!!!!!!!!!!!!I thought I would explode.asked why he didn't tell he said i did mommie.perfect give con bitch about 1500.00 worth of stuff.Lets her kid shoot my kid no big deal....TRASH plain WHITE TRASH(dress them in polo,prada still TRASH>>>>>>>>>>>>>.