Defining Gee

Great blog!Maybe that means we think alike but I didn't find it discombubulated (wow that's a big word lol)

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Good luck K I know you're always very disciplined when you're ready to be.

very cool.

that is great your friend is visiting soon

feel better

I think I know the exact feeling you speak of and it is suffocating. I can only offer this advice. I know for a fact that if you do feel like sharing with us what is bothering you and on your mind, you will not be judged or seen negatively by your friends here at mybloggers. I have known most of these people for around 3 years and their compassion amazes me. They never cease to amaze me. I can also say that if you choose to not blog about it, maybe writing it in a paper journal would help (I usually prefer the positive feedback of a blog though). The important thing is that you deal with what is bothering you and start seeing yourself as worthy of the friendship and love you receive

It's crazy how quickly they grow. Mine will be TWELVE in 2 weeks!!I'm glad the girls are feeling better.

I'm glad you're getting to that point where you are sick of the hypocracy. It's a step in the right direction. I'm dealing with the exact same crap today. It makes me want him completely out of my life. It just gets me soooo mad.

I'll look forward to reading what comes next. I know you are a gifted poet

welcome briseis, what a beautiful icon

Don't compromise. Everything that you want and dream is there if you keep daring to believe and stop settling for imitations or good-enoughs. And you know what else, you're not completely retreating or you wouldn't have written. Therefore, you are making progressYou are letting people in your heart and some of us are NOT going to disappoint you. This is how you'll know the fakes from the true friends/loves

beautiful

I think you're right not to associate with such a closed-minded, self-centered, crude person. But more importantly I love your words at the bottom. I know you miss him but I can so feel the love when I read your words (and I can so relate because I finally have this too)