Here is where it stands with Dave and I; we are dating, tentatively on my part. I see him every day, I imagine on a daily basis what life would be like for both him and I if I just got over this stupid issue I have with men, and on some level...mayhap not the one I had before, I do still love him. I know he loves me to pieces and thinks I am beautiful any time of the day no matter what I look like. That reminds me of Grumpy and his Love. He loves her un-conditionally and she can do no wrong, she is his Queen and vice versa (cept King and not Queen, sorry Grumps :-).....or maybe Grumpy and Cindy...they post silly ass stuff about each other and STILL the respect is there, the consideration is there, the humor, fun, admiration is all there.

I have that in 3-D with Dave...I just have to get over my stupid ass self and open my eyes wider than they already are and realize it once and for f*****g all....

Gawd...sometimes I am THEE dumbest woman on the planet!