My dad is coming up from Florida for a visit.

Now why would I even give a "flying rats ass"? Simple, he is my dad. I love him.

My dad and me are "SO different" in so many ways. One of the reasons I went to "Florida" was to be closer. It worked cool in some ways, some ways it didn't.

I love my dad! I really do. Just we never really connected. He hangs out with "millionaires", he goes goes to the "Bahamas alot". To him, my life isn't chit.

My life. Well, I sure ain't rich. I frequent hang with "rock stars". I get more complements on my work (every day) then he does in an entire year. But still, he makes more money. Lots more. That's important to him.

The only thing I really have against my "dad" is this. Growing up, he wasn't there. Then he tried, and I avoided him. I'd guess,, was as much my fault as his.

He's coming soon. We won't have problems. I'd at least like "Roxann's" kids to keep the house clean. They have major problems in that area. Dad is a "clean freak". I'm not. But like things being kept up. Her kids can't even put a "pizza box" in the trash that's 2 feet away. The most "messy kids I ever met"!! I don't want dad to see that. I'm kinda "stuck here". I could become this "major dork" to her kids. Bitch about everything. When I don't, I seem the dork too.

Today I cleaned the "entire" kitchen. I bought food for us and her son. He played "video games", while I worked and cleaned. He doesn't give a flying rats ass. All he said was "How long till dinner is cooked"?

Roxann's kids grew up this way. If it pisses her off, so be it. When I first moved in with her, it was BY FAR the most messy place I ever been too. The state was on her ass over it also. I said, things will change in this new place.. I am trying, but they are ALL messy fuckers. I bitch, I do all that. But none of them care, and I don't like it. I sure don't want my dad seeing it. It's not me, it's them. I clean everything I use. We have a very nice place here, but they act like they are "scum" living in a trailer park.

I have alot to say, but I will go to bed instead. Take care all!

Gary