No sunshine today. The skies were overcast. The last few days have been really nice sunshine autumn weather, but today there is a change in the air.

My mood is kinda cloudy, too. I'm not sure I want to say too much about what is bothering me because I don't yet have all of the facts. But.... I may be spending Thanksgiving and Christmas alone or I will have to figure out something or someplace to go. It is still up-in-the-air as to whether JR will be home for Thanksgiving and now I find he may have to leave the day after Christmas.

Last year I spent Christmas day alone because I was in so much back pain. I told JR to spend it with his family because of Chance's cancer situation. I was okay with the whole arrangement. But then... on the 26th, I went in for surgery. It really was a bad holiday. Now it seems this holiday may not be so great either.

I'm also upset about an ex family member who is misusing money that was given to her for a certain purpose. I'm not sure, but by every indication she is using it for her own pleasures and wants and not for how it was intended. It really isn't my business, but I just know that the people who gave the money were hard working people who gave when they really couldn't afford to give. Oh well.... I need to not think about it and let it go. Like I said... not my business.

Ohhhh... I hope I see some sunshine tomorrow. Better check the weather forecast.

Annie :o)
p.s. I remodeled my profile page. I think it looks cool!