So the freezing rain started tonight, and I couldn't make my date. Why? Because of the damn rain. I hate it. I am bummed out of my mind... because I needed a date this week. Now I have nothing to look forward to till Saturday. A coffee date with my neighbor, C. We did meet on line but we could have met anywhere, since he lives like in the condo building up the street like less than a mile away.

I have a confession that I know that probably no one is going to like. I have been emailing back and forth with Navy D. I am considering allowing him to see me. Not right now, but perhaps in a week or so when I gather the courage up. So I know you'll all weigh in on your opinions here and I do value them but ultimately, I have to do what is best for me. What is best for me is to get closure. Whether that means that we're still attracted to each other, or what not we'll just have to wait and see..

So my date is canceled for tonight with no date of rescheduling. I do not have a date for the black day of V-day and for some reason this always bothers me. Why you may ask? Well because it's annoying. It's like why can't one of these dude's that I date (other than lack of chemistry M)I am going to have to send my best friend A (boy) an e-card for both vday and his bday. We're celebrating it on Saturday and it's his first of these holiday's without his wife.

Anyhwho go ahead and be angry with me....