So I have been trying on-line dating for the past two months. Due to the fact that my previous ex and I broke up around that time. He was in the Navy, and took a job in black ops. Recently he's tried to get back into touch with me. I have been on several dates two first dates that never progressed after that, and a handful of dates with another.

This other is named M. He's younger than me, but seems to have his life in order. He's been treating me super good, i.e. bringing me flowers, calling when he says he will, being very into me. I have enjoyed being chased by him, but our chemistry is a bit off. On the one hand I have a great time with him and know that he genuinely cares for me. On the other hand he and I are not exactly shooting rockets in terms of chemistry. Can chemistry be built upon if all other things are in place? I dunno the answer to this question. Is trying to explore that chemistry further unfair? Another question I do not have the answer to.

I was supposed to go up to my aunt's house today, but she phoned me to let me know that she's out and about and that coming up with be like visiting with myself. Since I don't want to do this, I will not be driving 45 minutes to go see an empty house. I invited him over for dinner tonight and he said he had plans with his brother for dinner. I was kind of bummed especially since I am having these doubts and thoughts...

I am off to go clean up the house and do some laundry. Be incredibly jealous, this could be your life.

Happy Sunday Funday. SB