So since we got together on my bday the cookie monster has been mia. He has shown his hand, like others that I have re-considered dating after the past. I now know that it is NOT nor will it EVER work with him. Why? Are you asking yourself this question... I am glad that you did.

He has not texted me, called me or returned any of my emails. I am fed up and my last texts to him were verbatim.

"Exactly what is it that you're afraid of? I am sorry that I drank WAY too much. I don't remember much, which is WHY I was trying to talk with you. again, sorry that I drank too much... it was my bday."

"I was nervous about talking to you and then things went a bit further than I was ready for but it was totally my fault. again i apologize. maybe someday you'll keep your word and actually talk with me."

Anywho. If he calls me back I am going to cut him off before he can speak and explain to him that I want nothing to do with him regardless of the events that may or may not have taken place on Friday night.

So I am now subscribed to a different dating service and I have a date lined up for Thursday night. We're going to grab sushi for dinner. Should be fun and get this---He actually calls me. So there alone is a major bonus. It's sad when have to say this.

Sunday night there is a 28 year old that I was talking to earlier and we're going to grab some drinks. I am trying to reschedule the dude who cancelled on Tuesday because I think we should meet up. I don't know if there is any potential there but seriously, right now I am all about the numbers. :)

Hope you're all doing well.

Toodloo for now. SB