Wow. It's been a while since I wrote my last post. So much has happened and a lot has changed that I don't even know where to begin!
I am now in my third year in high school and I'm having my final exams in three months. I've been busy catching up on my lessons. Well, I wasn't exactly a serious student the last two years. But in these last few months, I was ass over elbow studying. I want to score as high as one can on their final exam. I want to hand over the result to my Grandma and see that priceless smile on her face and beaming pride in her eyes. I don't think I've ever been this driven in my whole life.

A month ago my grandfather passed away. It was devastating and painful for me but I am moving on. It's still very, very hard to talk about though. I lived with him nearly all my life and I loved him deeply. I'm not a very religious person and I don't really understand the concept of the afterlife, but I believe he's still here. My grandfather was a free man who knew no limit. He stepped over boundaries and crossed lines and he explored the world with his mind. I believe his soul knows no limit, not even death. I would like to believe, no, I need to believe that he is still here with me or somewhere watching me.

I hope all you my fellow bloggers are still here.. How are you all doing? I'll try to catch up on your blogs later. It feels good to be back!

PS. My English gets a little rusty after a while.. Hope you understand.