In first grade Mrs. Lohr
said my purple teepee
wasn't realistic enough,
that purple was no color
for a tent
that purple was a color
for people who died,
that my drawing wasn't good enough
to hang with the others.
I walked back to my seat
counting the swish swish swishes
of my baggy corduroy trousers.
With a black crayon
nightfall came
to my purple tent
in the middle
of an afternoon.

In second grade Mr. Barta
said draw anything;
he didn't care what.
I left my paper blank
and when he came around
to my desk
my heart beat like a tom tom.
He touched my hand
with his big hand
and in a soft voice said
the snowfall
how clean
and white
and beautiful.

Alexis Rotella