I have no clue what I should be thinking anymore, I have no clue why but I just don't know what I should be thinking about anymore. I have no clue what I should think of school anymore, I don't know what I should be thinking about my life anymore. It just feels like everything is going down hill for me and I have no clue why. I don't know if there is anything for me to think about anymore, I have seen that I'm not happy lately and I have no clue why, I wish I did but I just don't I don't know if its the fact that I don't have a job anymore and havent been working for at least two months i would say if I remember right I dont know I cant remember when the place closed down. Its just upsetting me me. but whatever why should I even care anymore. is there a point for me to care about anything anymore. yeah I may care about going to school like I'm doing and I some what care about my life but theres something telling me on the inside whats the point of caring anymore about anything... but whatever.... I dont know maybe it will come to me.. but like i said whatever