Oh yes I am. And I'm at work. Weeeee.
Back when I had the stupid D and C, they prescribed Darvocet. I have the generic version: Propoxyphene-N. I had horrific cramping after the surgery (understandably) so I needed something a little more powerful than Tylenol. But my doctor told me to try not to take it.
It's been two months and I still have probably 25 of the 30 pills cuz I'm a good girl.
Well, I was. ;)
But then Monday, I got my fucking period again (2nd time in 24 days - grrr) and yesterday I had horrendous cramps. So I went home early from work yesterday and popped a pill and watched tv while being curled up in bed with a heating pad. After four hours, I took another pill cuz I was feeling nice and relaxed and wanted to sleep.
Today, I'm back at work and I wasn't going to take any pills but the cramps are still there so I took another pill.
So now I'm back to feeling stoned (sans the paranoia). But I'm also so fucking tired too.
I understand why it's an addictive drug.
And I miss you.