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Meh.

It's Monday.
I'm in a piss poor mood.
Fighting tears all day, for no real reason.
My husband thinks I need to talk to someone.
As in a shrink.
But he claims I know how to 'play' a shrink.
Claims I know what to say and how to say it.
So he wants me to go and talk to someone, but not play them.
:(
He's probably right.
I know what my 'problems' are.
I know what they stem from.
I know what will make me feel me again.
So what's the point in going?
Blogging sure is cheaper after all.
I don't know... I'm just tired of the anger and sadness and tears.
And I'm super tired of not being able to look anyone, especially children, in the eyes.
Meh, this to shall pass.

posted on Nov 17, 2008 9:09 AM ()

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Come to Timmy's.
comment by walkwithgrace on Dec 1, 2008 8:22 PM ()
comment by mellowdee on Nov 26, 2008 4:03 PM ()
It's not fair
comment by shesaidwhat on Nov 22, 2008 4:06 AM ()
Maybe you need to talk to a fertility doctor instead and see what steps you need to take to give you back some hope? Seems like money better spent... I'm so sorry, Stu that the thing you want most is still just out of your grasp.
comment by sexysadie on Nov 20, 2008 1:11 PM ()
hugs.
comment by panthurdreams on Nov 18, 2008 8:59 AM ()
Well, I have to agree with yer hubby. But who knows, you may find out it helps and some one with a "professional" background may be able to show you some options that you may have not known about. I think you are a strong, kick-ass woman and you just don't want to admit that you need some help. It's called being stubborn. I should know. I'm aweful stubborn too!
comment by jwrone on Nov 17, 2008 5:00 PM ()
You know best how you're feeling, Stu. And if it's getting to you, it might be time to talk it out with someone else.

But you know what? I don't think you have to look in anybody's eyes, yet. It hasn't been that long...give yourself some more time.
comment by janetk on Nov 17, 2008 4:46 PM ()
comment by greeneyedgemini on Nov 17, 2008 2:19 PM ()
hubby is right, if you want to learn from therapy you have to be completely open...that being said...I, like you...can't really open up to a therapist like I can y'all here
comment by firststarisee on Nov 17, 2008 12:46 PM ()
my mom actually said the same thing to me recently... you went before and said it helped though, right? Maybe it can help again... doesn't hurt to try right?
comment by kristilyn3 on Nov 17, 2008 9:16 AM ()

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