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But As I Sit here tonight in my room I realize that I am alone. Completely and utterly A-L-O-N-E. And I Really Don't know what to think about it. Should I be bothered by the fact that I am alone? I don't know why I must think or believe that I should need someone by my side.
*Negativity Sneaks in* And then I start to believe is there something wrong with me? Something Wrong with me that I am not up to snuff for the male species. Oh wait I am, but just for sex. And now sadness hits me. It just seems I am just looked at the surface. isn't there more to me than my 5'7 frame? Or Should I believe what others say .
I Just don't understand why some people have their great loves ... and I am here with an electronic world to comfort me. Oh how pitiful I sound and how quietly this heart beats.
Lately I Just Feel Lost. And its so hard to put into thoughts of what ales the heart so. Wish I was Independent and didn't need that comfort of having someone at my side, wish I knew the answers to my questions.
I just wish I knew.
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I Had Dreams
Small, Few and the Ridiculous
But they were Dreams Nether less
I Gave up on my dreams..
Or in the time passing they Have forgotten me
Negativity interluded
I think not of the Future
I Cant think about it
Cloning Hatred
Competition cuts the weaker
and the world leaves them bleeding
Tear Drops Common Place
A Place I No Longer Want to Breathe and Exhale in
Remove me from this time frame
I have nothing to give
No Dreams to be My Foundation
Future Not to Be looked At
Just Starring at Myself In A Foggy Mirror
Looking for a Hand but its been dipped in grease
It must be a journey on my own just like how my dreams are walking by themselves
