I love my husband and son.I will always love another in my life.He has found me after 10 yrs.His love has never died.He has married and divorced 2 working on his 3rd.He says he just can't find another me.I know how can i fall for this.I have never forgotten him i have always carried a place in my heart.I know its the wrong thing.I have been talking to him for 2 wks now.He makes me laugh and brings back all the old memories.This is bad i know.I have refused to SEE him in person.I fear what will happen,so does that mean I am just confused,caught in the past,not in love with my husband as much as i say or think??I just don't know.I know I feel good talking to him its like we haven't been apart for 10 yrs.It feels like yesterday.(this guy from my past is the only man I had ever left my husband for in all the yrs we have been together.)I guess that makes it worse.

ME and my husband got married finally on our 15th annivesary,(i didn't want to commit a fear)so i finally did.we had our son on our 10th ann,I had affair and left him for other man,7-8 yrs into our relationship.anyway after i married and felt I had left my past in the past.He has to go to Iraq for 18 months. damn i just don't know ,WHoever yeah thinking ha,this woman is crazy.....Am I???