Well a few hrs have pasted.Thinking hrs.Get my Head out of my ASS!!I''m better off (DUH)than he is.I don''t have to worry on my way to Bed and Bath of being BLOWN up..Yes i worry everytime the phone rings,or knock at door i''ll see a military commander..He said day before last @ 2:00 am his time,just off a QRF(quick Reaction Team Yeah 1st on scene he and his crew of 4(can''t imagine ever)He has protected us.Respectfully..Sorry off track-- he said ang you and chandler lost me for a time,but remember I lost access to my Whole WORLD!!I suddenly SHUT UP>>>>>It snapped me back to reality.How selfish i and others on there military blogs..(wife alone,3 kids)PLEASE!!!damn it.Hello we have beds,tv,bath,shower,grass,NO IED''s,No mortar rounds exploding all night at your FOB(forward operational base)Just need to write it down to SEE,so I won''t fall back into the OHH POOR POOR ME!!So if you find it interesting great.feel free to perk me up.Its nice for someone once and awhile to say Have faith He''ll be home SAFELY!!!MY friends i thought have all slowly pulled away.I don''t understand that.Well i guess maybe there way of thinking oh he''s just on vacation..There reality..So I''m glad i gained a bit of sanity today...FOr my Sgt.