well its been 1yr and 2 months since i''ve seen him.I''m all to hell to say the least.God things are so different.I''m so different.He''s all to hell also.Who Knew!?I''d feel this way after 15-16 yrs and just 1 apart...He says he hasn''t changed,uhh BULLSHIT!!Theres just no possible way living out of a hummer,sand in places u just didn''t know you had.NO SEX(hopefully)I''ve never been so so every emotion all at once.Pissed one min,totally teary eyed,Ready to just Bolt the next...I''ve finally lost my mind..Damn got to get it together.only have 4-5 days.Well he''ll have jetlag for 3 days at least.this war has been total hell on me and my little boy,oh yeah husband also...Only 15 days together(well it will either Drag or ZOOM by...Til Next yr...finally home for good...Sorry just had to let it out.Probably think lunatic..No baby its called WAR WIFE mood swing...Oh shit company,not now