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Alone Again~~
Alone Again~~
I can't believe that I thought I would be down here (MS) and not have any problems.I as well as my son are having a hard time with this move.I try to talk to a few neighbors but it didn't last.Chan is trying to play with kids but they are treating him like he has the plague.I wish I could take all his sorrow and troubles away.There arent any parks to go to like at home(TN)Nothing we need somewhere to go.I feel so isolated.I have no phone so.No contact with anyone at home.My mom won't even call she feels like i deserted her.So not even her.I'm just here.The building we live is has alot of college kids.Wow that takes you back.Also I feel so very fat.Oh and the pools will be opening up this weekend.Hoorah!!Joy!! That is the only thing chan is looking forward to.Not me.When alan works he leaves at 6am and gets home 12midnight if he doesn't have to stay all night.That is hard on us.He is here for 5-6-7 days than its days of work no in between.So chan and myself are back in the same boat except that we are someplace we don't know.With strangers..That just look at you and don't talk.I swear you'd think that they think we are from Mars....Oh and hurricane season is about to begin.Lord! Sometimes you have to move to know you had it good.Alot better than most people.So here I am.Scared of the future that i wanted to hurry up and get here.I need something to look forward to.Bad.Now.The only thing that has happened to me is I am starting to go to sleep and actually sleep/it could be depression.But the bags and blackness under my eyes slowly going away.Thats good.So I need to make up my mind to be positive regardless of not knowing what the future holds.!
posted on Oct 3, 2007 11:44 AM ()
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