I read (most) of your blog. Was kinda long, so I admit, I missed some. Basically I see "Your Kinda Freeking out!!". I have many Opinions, not gonna leave many. Only thing I will say "Think of your kids first".. Second: do whatever to make you happy.. just never replace first for second (of my opinions). Kids first, make you happy.. and should be better...
Luv.. Gary
Hummmm... I am not sure. I mean, to me you seem like a "great" person. Of Anyone online, you'd be the last I'd say negative about. I don't know, but to me it seems you (in your heart) feel you "lost your purpose" somehow. Purpose/Passion,, you basically aren't having any fun (if I read you right).
Quote from you: "and I am kinda jealous of all of you that are feeling this wonderful feeling".
None of us really feel wonderful "Sybil".. We all got bills, all deal with parents, relatives, kids, government, and even our spouses.. Some just handle it better then others. So.. lol.. when someone says to you "life is wonderful", they are lying through their teeth!! .. lol. If they say it in "honesty, probably means they handle the CHIT better for the moment"..
So my thought is this... "Go do some things "You Really wanna do"! I'm not saying be disrespectful to your peeps (hubby, parents.. whoever).. but be you a little! I've always said (cause I believe) "Whether a Lion, or a tiny kitty", It will rebel when "caged" too long..
To condense.. get OUT, have FUN.. do that first, then figure something that will make you "passionate" on life. Ya gotta relax way before ya can sort that...
Luv ya... Gary
Amazing.. Gas prices came down (Less then $3.00 here), Investing seems awesome. All this in only "months" before the "Election"..
Come on.. Republicans want to stay in "office", they know it's a tough sell now.. they pulling "every string" to make it happen.. Do you "honestly" think this happened "naturally"...
I wouldn't start selling your "panties" to invest now.. Things will look good now (while the Republicans are in office), and things will look real good when the "Democrats" get in.. truth is, this is a crucial period.. give it 6 months time.., things won't be as well. I'm Democrat.. voting that way, but I don't feel even they will make it "so much better, so quick" (In time they will) .. Just warning you.. don't invest alot now.. it won't be what you think (the return).. Is Possible if you are in for the long haul (Just think first) .. Gary
Dude, your a "fluccking dork"... I also "gather" your a fag (homo I mean). That don't matter, peoples sex life is up to them.. What I don't understand is "HOW" you could possibly support "McCain and Palin"? Do you think they will "actually" support your "lifestyle"? For an "older" person like you.. I doubt you know politics..
Correct me if wrong.. if "Bush" wasn't a true "#### up" , I mean if we all felt he was "great" It would be "senseless" to make a movie against him. Nobody would try.. Correct? Truth, Bush screwed us all!! I am so glad "Roger Moore", "Oliver Stone" and others reveal it to the public. Hey I'm not saying they are "trying to "bash" Bush.. The prick did that on his own! I can't wait to see the movie!!
You are a MILF! That a "huge compliment" coming from me.. I never say that "lightly".. (good from him too)
You don't know who "Sarah Palin is"? .. she's the possible "future" Vice President of the USA. That is if the "Republican fluccks" get their way.. If McCain is voted in.. and he like dies (he's old as dirt) she becomes President of USA. I don't think they will win.. but is still a possibility. Republicans here are for the "RICH" let nobody fool ya..
So sorry.. I intended to blog about "you" but got sidetracked. The problem could be that I "drink enormous amounts" of beer. Anyway.. shoot me (email) a few naked pics.. maybe.. maybe, if you put some "normal" pics on your profile, I'll learn more about you (others too). As they say.., a picture is worth a thousand words...
It's good to "primp" dear. Guys love it even if they don't say so, or say they don't care. The thing is, it shows the guy you care. If your taking the time to "noticable" look HOT, that means (to the guy) you really like him.
You don't strike me as someone who could ever look "bad".. Just from the one (single pic) you have up, I can tell your "HOT"! The point is, no matter what.. if you like a guy.. "primp" yourself. He will love and appreciate it (no matter what he says)..
Let's see... If you look at the "past" 3 years of my life. I probably lived in a dozen places.. I probably slept in a "dozen" ditches (when homeless).. If I "remember correct, I even did some jailtime"..
Now to my "POINT" Dawn.. WE all have to "experience alot". Talking about it (helps.. certainly for me) Is good. But,,,,,
At some point, you need to "Realize" life will happen. Go with the "Flow".. Don't let everything "STRESS YOU".. Serious, if I told you all the "REAL" stresses I have, you'd freek!! For your own good, I'm just saying.. learn to "Chill". Takes practice (I know). Learn to be cool/calm.. will serve ya best...
I am just going to give a "simple" thought here. I've done "Art and Craft" shows 23 years for a living. I got into it because my "mother and stepdad" did them since I was "7 or 8" years old (I am not sure exact, but this close). Anyway.. I know "hundreds (maybe thousands.. lol) of artists. I am around artists every week..
Anyway, my point is.. I have looked at your "work".. it's GOOD! Price wise, you are "selling yourself short" (But again, artists have to get what they can). I feel your good enough, that if you "Market well", you could sell "well".
Take care, + feel free to talk to me anytime.. LUV, Gary
They look just like me! (WAIT), I meant LLoyd... "Simple Typo ya know",,,...
Remember ALL... I "Helped" make him too
WHAT?? How can you believe that?!! This is just "One more case" of a "Black man" getting the shaft.....
I've lost "Many" friends to "suicide".. some told me "before hand".
I hate to sound like "the ass", but I told ALL the same. I'll be there at your "funeral", and there to "Piss on your grave afterwords"!
My thinking... hell those that "really" know me, know I been through more chit then most. To "choose" the EASY out, is like "whimpy". Look how many others it hurts!
I do however FULLY understand a "terminal" (cancer patient or whatever) choosing to die. I'd pull the "trigger" if they asked. But someone who just, is depressed.. and feels can't handle chit at the moment.. I can't.
To me, if your at THAT POINT... talk to friends! They will be there (I will). I personally can't do much when your dead..... !
This may sound "harsh" but is how I feel. I am "SUPER" sorry to hear about your loss!!
Take care.. gary
Simple post... Yes, I'd DO "Deborah" She "Smokkin Hot".....
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