with Super B-Complex vitamins.
I have added energy now.
However, my urine is now radioactive-green, and I have begun to sing songs such as
LIVING (IN?) LA VIDA LOCA and LIKE A VIRGIN and OOPS I DID IT AGAIN.
Is it just me or is that a bad sign?
Should I stop taking the vitamin?

Right now nothing holds my attention. Just flying by the seat of my pants.
Lunch in 15 minutes.
Going home to throw a load of laundry in, and, possibly, nap.

Janet’s not feeling well.
She’s stuffy and achy.
I’ll be checking on her.

Thanks to those of you who offered support by commenting on my previous post (‘Today is not The Day’.)

I talked to mom.
It was a calm meeting.
But there was no change, no attempt to understand, which I don’t hold against her because, really, very very few people would understand my and Janet’s dynamic.
But there was no offer of support, no apology for upsetting me with her and Sister’s reactions.

Only, among other things, her repeated entreaties of ‘don’t go’ or ‘don’t leave me’ as if I were about to abandon her.

I assured her that I’m not abandoning anyone.
That I’m not dying or dead.
I’ll just be somewhere else, with the woman and the little people who make me very happy…..

I’m saddened by her deaf ears.
She’s my mom and I love her, and my family,
But I am saddened by her deaf ears.