Today i went to lunch at my grandma house, the last sunday of october is what we call the day of the death, so everyone in this sunday go to the cemetery to put flowers on family and friends grave, its a religious act, and my family is really religous, i think i'm the only one who don't really care about religion, i even consider myself atheist, i have no believes, but i kinda like this day because of the fact that i see my family together, we are a really small family, both my grandads died, and both my parents are single child, and i am the only child too, so its a small lunch, but everyone is together, and is good to see that happen at least 1 time a year. The part i hate is the cemetery visit, i don't like to go there, i know it shows respect to the close people who died, but i try to avoid it as much as i can, i have my sister grave there, she died almost 2 years ago, but i never visited her grave, its impossible to me to accept that is her who is there, i really don't believe she died, sometimes i think she is somewhere far and one day she will come back, i know she won't, i know she died, but i didn't accepted his death. We were really close, we had 3 years diference, and we had a lot in common. People try to talk to me about it, i really apreciate, but talking about it with me don't help, denying is the wrong way but it's been working with me for these two years, one day i will accept but i'm not ready yet.
Well, this was my sunday so far :) hope you enjoyed reading, see you next time.