It's 3 in the morning and i can't sleep... in 4 hours i have to get ready for university... i guess there is so many things in my head that i can't understand...

What if you had a crush for someone you met on the Internet and you know is totally impossible to be more than that, just a crush, just something that reached his highest point and cannot go further, we cannot have more than what we already have. What if you get too much involved in the other person? it would be easier to deal with if the other person would not "give it back" to me, but he really does, he feels the same way, is this feelings i cannot change and i don't want to change because its a great feeling to like someone like i do now. I know this will get me hurt, because i want more and i know he already gave me the best he could...

Thanks for being there for me, I'm so glad i know someone like you, you really changed me already.

Will try to sleep now.