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okay. so i really need some advice. so heres the story.
i had this pet cat, her name was sugar, we use to sleep together, she was the SWEETEST thing alive! and one night when we were about to move to where we live now... she ran away.... we spent hours looking for her. it turned in to weeks and weeks and months finally it was two days until it was time to move we heard a hiss under our old wood porch... i knew it was sugar... so we spent the whole day trying to get her out i put easy cheese on my finger... i could feel her rough tongue on my finger just loving it.. i bet she didnt have food for about a week. [[you know cats they'll eat bugs and crap]] she was LOVING THE CHEESE. she started crawling closer and closer i was crying because she was almost home.. but then someone coughed and she got scared and went away. next two hours. we finally just started tearing up our wood back patio. my dad had her by the tail so she wouldnt bite. she scratched his arm and got away over the fence. i was crying my eyes out. everytime i write about her, i cry , my mind spins, i get dizzy tears are uncontrollable and i just cant stop crying.
somehow she scared my heart with her love, for me as a mom [[owner]] i cant get it out of my head. i have pictures under my bed and n my bedside table of her that i have never looked at because of those uncontrollable tears.
i guess what i am asking is....
how can you get over someone you loved, left a scar on your heart?
well not totally get over.... its just like im crying now. i dont wana cry everytime i think about her... i want to remember the good times. i wana be able to talk about her anytime and anyday... and not be able to cry. please i really need your advice... this has gone on for too long.
and no i will NOT i repeat NOT BURN her old collar or photos. i wouldnt do it for a million dollars.
please i need advice in a time of need.
-sugarbears
