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okayy. i need to vent.
umm. i am having a veryy hard time right now. 4 of myy friends are cuttting themselves.everyone is a jerk. and moree. but the major thing is i feel lonely.
and its not just the lonely part itself. its all the time. i always feel outa place. like i am always the last person to talk to . lets say if someone was not talking cuz everyone was ignoring them. they would talk to me. cuz i would be the last choice.
and i know it is truee. cuz even my best friend agreess with me. and i know how like you cant trust anybody and blah blah blah...but i want to fix it. i want to be. umm....wat the words. i guess more outgoing. but i cant cuz i am afriad too.
and i know that you are probably picturing me all emo and cuttin myself and wearing all blakk but i am a complete opposite. [[just ta clear it up]]
so i dont know wat to do. cuz i am wanting to be more outgoing . but that is not myself right now. i am just kinda laid backk. and then i feel like everyone is getting bored with me cuz i used to be like the center of the attention. not no more D=
so i like reallyy need your advice. if ya got any.
haha. okayy
ttyl.
love you all!
-sugarbears
