Who would have thought after 20 years of life, I feel like I've accomplished.. NOTHING. Here's how I thought my life would be (or at least I was hoping):

Married, two kids, a good career. Maybe a Nurse? a Hairstylist? Oh, and a husband; good career and we are both madly in love. Our kids on the honor roll every month, and for their future: GETTING INTO A GOOD COLLEGE.

Just behind our house would be the lake the kids would take swimming lessons in. Where my husband would park his boat, and where I'd spend the summer getting a tan.

I know I'm only 20 years old, but so far my life isn't looking as good as I hoped. I was thinking I would be able to go away for college, maybe study abroad. But nope. I am living at home, No boyfriend, no job, no income at all for that matter.

The only thing I've got going for me is that I go to a beauty school. But who knows if I can graduate? I don't feel comfortable cutting hair,that's the only thing slowing me down right now, but I am sure I will find more things. I guess I will see what I've got going in the next 5 years, I mean. With success there's failure right??