I wish that the memories would go away. I was truly hopeful that starting over in a new place with a new year would make these ghosts go away. However they continue to haunt me. Due to the fact that the important days I get the text messages wishing me much happiness etc.
While I don't want the memories to die, I want them to fade. I want another man to be the main character of my life. For god's sake it's been 7 months. I should be over this by now. I want to be over this now. I wish, I hope I pray tomorrow I will wake up and my heart will stop hurting.