I have mixed emotions about the whole Navy D situation. It was obvious from his email about us both being social creatures and we shouldn't put pressure on each other because we don't know who we might meet in our respect states.

Additionally, being at the family wedding and seeing the kind of connections that exist between my cousin's and their significant others was a red flag. Someone that I am with should WANT to be at these types of functions, and to be sharing in those moments with me. Navy D wasn't, and he never met anyone from my family except for my Aunt & Uncle who live close by.

Navy D taught me a lot about myself the first time together, and this second time. It also taught me a lot about relationships. I have done the post mortem with my mother, with best friends A (Male & Female), Krisyln and I have done the post mortem even before it was OVER. All that is left to do is to move on.

I do feel a bit treacherous, because I have a date set up for tonight. I was subscribed to online dating before Navy D came back into the picture. I stayed in contact with someone who seemed like they might be an interesting person. We're going to meet after 2 or more months of emailing. Honestly, I was stringing him along while Navy D was in the picture. I would email him back like after a week... but now that he's not in the picture I feel like I can move on. I don't know if this guy is the one yet, but I can certainly hope that it will be a pleasant distraction.

Hope you're all doing well. SB