So I have been kind of pissed at best friend A (guy) lately. Really I have kind of been angry and lashing out at everyone. But this week I am focusing my energy on him. Last week he claimed he wanted a post game recap from the whole Navy D situation and he was on travel. I sent him a text that said call me when you get a spare moment. He didn't. I called him on Thursday and left him vm. He said I am in a meeting what's up? I said just called to shoot the crap. Soo, he said he was going to get back to me, and he didn't. So Friday night at midnight on my way home i called him cause he was going to be out and about. he didn't answer and I didn't leave him a message. I simply sent him a text that said "I hate u." Very mature, I will assure you.

So then he phoned me only after I sent this text message. All of the sudden he had time for me and he cared about what the f was going on in my life. He texted me on Sunday and said call me. I said no. He said ok, call me when you're ready to talk. I said never. Today we went back and forth and i finally wrote him an email that said that the ex being back in my life has highlighted a number of things that i don't care for in personal life. Like the fact that I give 110 and get nothing back. I said 95% and I told him that 75% of the time I was happy with our friendship and that everyone goes through ups and downs.

I said that I felt like he didn't really even know who I was lately. Some of the things that have come out of him mouth would never occur to him to say if he had really known me. He hasn't written me back and I am not sweating it. He'll do what he has to do and I will do what I have to do. I am sure we'll get past this but right now it feels icky.

As for the car, I am picking it up today. My family is taking me, and thereby relieving navy d of his volunteerism to be my hero. He has yet to respond to my email where I called out the nuances of our "friendship." Bizzaro.

Happy Tuesday ish.