Yes it has been awhile since I have blogged so let's see if I remember how.

Awhile back my husband found out that his Dad was dying of cancer and he took it very hard at first. He started to gamble and hang out with some not so favorable people. I was really close to leaving him at his time of need just to save my sanity. I caught him red handed in a few issues and called him on them he of course said he didn't do anything wrong, but I knew better.

No he wasn't cheating. Because believe me this would be a whole other kind of story. Titled "My Dead Husband"

I finally told him he better fix what ever the hell was wrong with him because I was DONE! He finally came clean with it and told me everything and we are still working on things but WE are better than WE have been in a long time.



His Dad started to get worse at the end of Jan, so he made some trips to see him. I think it helped him come to grips with the fact that his Dad was in a lot of pain and it would be ok to say good bye and let him go to God.

Well we lost his Dad on Feb. 12th and my husband handled it very well, my daughter is still to young to understand but it made her sad and she did cry, me on the other hand, well I was a basket case for the first week because it really upset my son and that always touches a Moms heart. Well my son and I are doing much better now.

Thanks for listening. HL