I thought I loved my life but it has come to my attention that I don't think that anymore.

My husband is an asshole,
My mom is messed up in the head,
My dad talks about dying all the time,
My kids love to fight with each other way too much,
I'm not so sure I like my job anymore,
I don't get paid enough for my job,
My checks are being garnished for student loans,
I have outstanding student loans so I can't go back to school,
Didn't finish school,
I can't go back to school to get a degree so I can make more money,
I don't make enough money so I can move,
I hate the trailer I live in,
I hate the park my trailer is in,
I think the schools my kids go to suck,
My car is broke down,
I haven't had a car since June of '07.

The outlook of these things is bleak too.

Husband apologized but I don't have it in me to forgive him yet.
My mom will never change.
My dad will die someday.
My kids might grow up and hate each other.
If I quite my job I will be out of work.
A raise is out of the question if I quite.
No matter where I work I still have to pay back my student loans.
Still have to pay and earned nothing to show for it.
By the time I pay off my loans I will be paying for my kids to go to school.
Can't get a loan to buy a house because my student loans made my credit score to low along with other things.
TRAILER PARK hell what more can I say.
Teachers on the computer and cell phones all day makes kids STUPID!!!
This is the only thing that is looking up for me is my car is in the shop as of yesterday.

Well enough Bitching for now.
I might try to think of some positives tomorrow.