Alfredo Rossi


Alfredo Rossi
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Life & Events > Someday I Want to End it All.

Someday I Want to End it All.

Good afternoon on the cool, cloudy raining Monday.
Things are well here.Yes have to go to my oncologist tomorrow.
This is weekly to check on my hematology.
Then get my weekly shots that I have been getting over five years.
Which at times get very tired of this.
Go to lab.Get blood drawn.
By getting the injection and blood transfusion is keeping me alive
There was a time wanted to give up.I was tired running back and forth.
I still get around and still driving that is not the problem.
How long will this last or going on?not sure.
The bone marrow is so diseased and not doing its job.
But I am alive and still able to function.
There are times I am very tired.some day want to end it all.
Will see what the new year will bring to me.
Do not like living this way.Choices I do not have.
Take care all my friends here.It is nice to check in now and then.
What is up with you there.

posted on Oct 15, 2018 10:16 AM ()


If you can function and interact with loving friends, then it's worth the effort. Don't give up just yet.
comment by tealstar on Oct 19, 2018 11:06 AM ()
nice to hear from you.Yes I can still function.It is the treatment I am tired of
reply by fredo on Oct 19, 2018 11:14 AM ()
So glad to see you posting here. I think you had a little dog, too? I hope you have lots of good and relaxing days when things seem worthwhile, especially with loved ones. I remember your beautiful pottery collection.
comment by drmaus on Oct 16, 2018 10:20 AM ()
Love you Fredo. Being old is the pits because our bodies wear out. I don't think you are selfish, just tired of your quality of life. I wish that I could wave a magic wand and make us both young and beautiful again. Jose sends his love and remembers how you cuddled with him when you were here.
comment by elderjane on Oct 16, 2018 2:46 AM ()
I can understand that it isn't fun for you to keep at it... I hope you are surrounded by family and friends who care for and about you. You are such a cool human, I hope you are comfortable for as long as possible.
comment by kristilyn3 on Oct 15, 2018 2:56 PM ()
thank you for the kind words there.
reply by fredo on Oct 15, 2018 3:27 PM ()
I admire your spunk and determination. After a long, hot summer that extended into October, we finally have winter here with snow and record-setting cold - 6 degrees F overnight.
comment by traveltales on Oct 15, 2018 2:23 PM ()
snow all ready wow.How much did you get.
reply by fredo on Oct 15, 2018 2:27 PM ()
Sure--be selfish--leave Mike alone, sad, depressed, feeling guilty, etc!
comment by greatmartin on Oct 15, 2018 11:01 AM ()
Yes I know that this is selfish.But you have to know how I feel.
reply by fredo on Oct 15, 2018 2:28 PM ()
Surrounding you with caring and support, dear Fredo!
comment by marta on Oct 15, 2018 10:52 AM ()
thank you marta nice to see you.Been awhile
reply by fredo on Oct 15, 2018 2:29 PM ()

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