My eyes fill quickly with salty tears at the song i hear with a heavy burden that isn't mine,on my already fragile heart.You see,a big part of me wants to heal the tears that fill your heart and make your mind swirl with pain only you know.

   Though i can never really know.I feel as if I do.I see a beautiful,young,carefree spirit reaching continuously for a love to feel her heart.You thought the child would fill a bit of that loveless hole you keep feeling.OH how you wanted that to be the one thing to feel the gap.It made your heart heavy because you knew the child couldn't give you what was gone or taken from you long ago.What would??

   You would try for decades to feel that place.Becoming bitter from the loneliness,and courage,and struggles you had to have to get to the next day or moment.The struggling,hurt,disappointments,have aged and damaged your heart way beyond your yrs.(For all of this I am sorry)(sending all my love to a damaged,lonely heart. Love your daughter  :) Diamond Girl (how could i shine without you?Because of you i am me.)