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Can't Take It With Me~
after some rest.I told my story.Now i will become the bigger,better(in this matter)person.I hate that it has to be this way.I think my husband,son and myself deserve a little peace on the homefront.I know it rips his heart out to have to pick and choose.Why does she do that to him is the only question I want an answer to.He basically left his home at 18 and spent the night at my house with me and my mom and never went back except when i went back with him.Even then he wouldn't go live in the big house.I don't understand it.I maybe never will.Maybe tonight she had to lash out at someone because she felt pain in us leaving(them) and I was the easy way out.I've picked fights with people to not hurt.But,it never works....Never...It only makes you wake in the middle of the night thinking I wish i hadn't done that because it just pushed him far,far away....I guess she can hate me forever.I will always care for her and what she thinks.But,I have to stop living my life for her just for her to say something nice...alan is right about that.....So.I vented,I cried,I hit(my mattress) and I BLOGGED.....Whew I do feel better and only the paper got the ear-ful..........Good mornin all
posted on Oct 3, 2007 12:25 AM ()
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