How things can change when you really need them to and want them to.I just needed to look at something positive like many have told me.I've been looking at everything wrong.Trying to fix things that maybe need to change in there own time.I can't fix everything and i dont have to anymore.(my husband is home)i have to keep telling myself these things.I run around like today is my last day to fix anything.Things are well what they are....Right?I only had my faith when he was gone to war.He made it home!!So I just dont know what my problem is with having faith in things to work themselves out now...Well since i wrote last i've done alot of breathing and praying and of course crying(everything makes me cry)even cartoons...pathetic at times.I feel alot better.Better about Hot ole Mississippi.Living without trying to run everyones day..Including mine..I feel alot better and i see my family feels alot better also...Thats what matters...Me being crazy running around didn't help..so we feel a little more relaxed...lol just in time for 4 days off with husband at least he is smiling now..so am i