I've been thinking really hard about divorce.I just found out he has called his friends,sent pkgs to his friends and I've been waiting on a pkg from him for my b-day on july 14th (3-4mths is long enough when i found out a friend of his got a pkg from him in 1 wk..I feel so hurt and angry so very angry.....I just don't know what to think.I'm here for him and he treats me and his son this way.I told him at least write your son,his b-day was sept 13th.Not even a card.I don't even want to see him now.(i really do but i'm so hurt)I feel like these 18mths have been a waste.a damn waste.I just want to run with my son and leave this damn house i've poured myself into heart and soul so he wouldn;'t have to do hardly any work on it when he got home......