This morning was a great one.Usually i get up cook breakfast make sure chandler lets AL sleep at least til 9am.AL was off kinda all wk and took Chan and went and got him.So thought it only fair we let daddy sleep in.Well in tn me and Chan would cuddle up on the couch and watch movies all morning.That hasn't happened here he would just go to his room and play or watch cartoons.Well this morning he lay at the bend of my knee and watched 2 movies with me.I told him how much that meant to me.That i missed it.I also thought about how much time i spent just with little things as a young child well that has made him who he is.I wonder if he will get jealous of his sister? I hope not.I don't know.

  But it was so nice this morning like old times.Missed times.It has been soo fast.Sometimes i wish i could slow it down.Oh if i lost all my memories i would just wither away...