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Ms-pt.1
Ms-pt.1
Well here I am in MS.Like I've said it is alot different than TN.Flat,fast,rude.I'm so serious NO-1 smiles here,or says Thank U.I just hate that!Rudeness will turn my southern sweetness into RED_NECK B****!In about a min.Anyway.So i'm trying to not be as shy or ashamed of my body like i was at home with all the nice family,friends reminding me how FAT i was.Alan is like no one knows.Just be happy and live day to day...I well we live in a nice place but everywhere I look its like a big frat block.after all hattiesburg is a college town...So got to get used to that.Alan said he will find us a house.That he was just in a hurry and wanted us down here with him.He is so happy.He glows!But being who i am.I still have so many fears for us,chan,school ect.He said I think you might be trying to find things to pick at so you can HATE it and run back home...(might B right)This wk of course was spring break for chan and so we didn't get to start him into a school.I'm so worried that he is going to get beat up,picked on.Alan said that they(kids)have to get hurt to learn.I can't fix all the bad kids from hurting him physically,or mentally.Which is what i've been doing because alan was gone to war for 18 + mths.So yes i've sheltered him alot.I suppose.So there are bad bully type boys EVERYWHERE!Even here.So when alan is gone to work and chan wants to go outside to play i find myself staring,stalking(he can't see me)him for protection from these 3 BIG boys i have seen when i first got down here.They didn't leave a very great impression with me.1 boy was slamming another younger boys head into the grass i just held my hand over my mouth.Well chan saw it and I started down our steps and across parking lot to the building they were and a boy saw me and yelled to the mean one and he took off.Gee that shot my nerves into overdrive.I'm trying.I really am.I'm thinking karate!!!!oh poop
posted on Oct 3, 2007 2:13 PM ()
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