Well if you have just glanced at this blog I have totally been all over the place emotions speaking for me today for sure.Got to get back to logic.Well my positive other half is only about 2 hrs away....He is so worried that i won't come with him that he wants to get there and fix up the place for me so I won't walk in and just say oh wow its just a condo...That made me feel awful but a jolt of reality.I can't keep my fear of leaving my mother from my husband.He said I really want you to come down about 1 day 1/2 after i leave so i can fix it up.But that his fear of me talking myself out of leaving here is too great so he is going to put us in a resort til he fixes up the place.I thing that is love duh!No shit......next i had a book come today with some cute,quotes in it.to lighten myself and maybe others...If your interested.....