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Lost Faith~~
Lost Faith~~
Losing faith.I have found that my family and myself are suddenly miserable.Long faces,frowns,snapping.I realized this morning it wasn't them just me.I thought i was adjusting ok here in MS.It is a hard realization that you are the main reason that your family is unhappy.I've been walking around mad and very selfish.Before i came here I had found my faith again (well when husband left for war 2yrs ago)I thought i have come along way.Which I had.I just don't understand what has happened and why i've stopped praying,stopped reading scripture.All everything.I wonder if it was my insecurities and fear that allowed a place for negative things(forces)back into my life?I got here and was so happy.Happy to be somewhere new a fresh start.I felt like in a way i was leaving alot of demons behind.With glee.Now its my st of 2nd month here and its literally going to Hell.I do believe things happen for reasons.But i search myself to no end wondering why this happened . Did it just happen out of circumstance??I just don't know .I'm having a hard time with this.Getting my faith back.Why?I know if i continue this way that only really Bad things will happen 1st seperation.I can't do this but i feel helpless at the moment.Call it lack of faith,self pity,scared____???Something has to give.I feel so sad everyday.Worse everyday.
posted on Jan 15, 2008 11:13 AM ()
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Great... God will guide if you really desire it.
Yea God!
Chas.