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My Dreams of Abuse!
My Dreams of Abuse!
I've never put anything about my childhood on here and i had a dream the other night i literally fell into the living room like i could run from it..Anyway my husband was up and i sat alone on the love seat and just couldn't control the tears.i really couldn't i am one that i'm very personal.i don't want anyone to deal with something that they dont need to .at least i feel that way..(yes its gotten me into more emotional turmoil)but i watched my elders and saw alot of strong women not asking for any help.Just doing it!!Anyway i have been dealing with my abuse when i started remembering 10 12 yrs ago.But i haven't been able to put a face to it.Well the other night the face came to me..i thought i was over this stuff.My husband said angie the only thing you've done is learned how to put up with it and hide it not Deal with it...I'm so torn up about it and i hate to say it but it FITS!!If anyone has dealt with this before they Know when you reach the pt that something inside tells you you just feel it in your gut...I hope i'm wrong i have since pushed it away til my husband jus tcame home.This is the 1st time i've never pushed myself further in a quest for healing not blame just healing myself for me and my family...what do you think???
posted on Jan 15, 2008 5:10 PM ()
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