I just can't seem to quit crying.I just stood in the window long after they just left.Chandler came in and held my face in his little hands (which made me happy cry)and said i'm here for you mommie don't cry ,I love you  and nannie will be back soon.If you need me just yell for me in my  room.WOW what a gentle little man i've raised.I'm so proud of him.He is so special to me.

   No matter what age we come to be are we ever too old to need our mothers, or feel like a child in someways?Just that pat on the back,hug,or just to say they are proud of you.Or a certain way they fix your favorite meal that only Mom can.I'm going to miss her more than words,more than i can ever show her.I talk of missing the tennessee mountains.Yes i do but i think i really miss who is in those mtns....I Love You Mom...Thank you for just being you and coming to see me down here.Angie :)~~