I needless to say am very emotional more so lately.I have one of those faces that if you just look at me you know what I think.Stuff like-if i kinda doubt you or thinking really hard my left eyebrow goes up,same time the corners of my lips turn up.Animated.I try not to do it and it just happens.I'll be thinking of something completely different than your talking to me about but yet I'll have a look on my face that causes the other person to stop or ask me "WHAT".Then I try to explain its not you i had something on my mind.anyway you get the pic.
The problem today is I keep alot inside anymore but it shows on my face.If husband doesn't leave work at work and is still in that "commander" mood we clash.Then I cry.I'm so tired of it all.He knows things bother me.I know things bother him.And some days we just don't sit and talk about "what"is wrong with the other and it ends awful and lonely,sad.By that i mean-We are tired,long days,peck on cheek a kinda whatever got to get up early,off to bed,me couch.Its one of those nights.
Right now I'm trying to stop my strong need and want to bawl my eyes out.Trying to explain what I feel and am going thru here at my place sounding stupid and hormonal I'm sure.Sometimes i wonder what my blog is all about.Its up and down,questions,my meaningless life,pic here and there.My enemy,friend,therapy,excuse.so on and so forth.
I'm going for now.Yeah now that you have gotten absolutely nothing out of my post.just wasted time on my rambling...Sorry :(
I just meant it takes 2 to try to fix whatever is wrong.Can't do it alone.I can't or i just end up keeping quite and doing alot of sorry and shaking my head yes.otherwise no opinion on anything.(i hate that)