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Certain things have come to my mind that i have long-long ago blocked out.I have been reading neptunes relationship woes.It has taken me back 10 yrs.I am remembering things that maybe needed to be forgotten,but i'm one that trys to look at my past mistakes and learn as much as possible so i'll not repeat them.The cheating.Wow.I read and i can relate to him and his wife.I have caused my husband much pain.I used to cheat before he went to Iraq.Since then i have been faithful.I think that is part of the hardship i face now.The insecurities because i feel like i'm "owed"one.so to speak.I constantly wonder if he this and that.Also 10-11 yrs ago he told me about someone he worked with.It also didn't result into intercourse.But for awhile he allowed me to believe that it did.Still to this day i want to know what she looked like and so on and so forth.So the wonder is always there.So i can't imagine what my husband went thru.Hell he says.Which i have no right to ask him anything given what and how i acted yrs ago.I was wild.So reading his blog has brought all these things out for me to kinda examine.With an older more mature outlook on it all....I do have to say that the war taking my husband away is the only thing that saved our marriage at that time.We both needed to get that respect back for each other that had long gone away...I hate that it took a war for us to see the things that had been right in front of us for yrs....God works in mysterious ways.This is true
posted on Jan 15, 2008 11:10 AM ()
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