My day has turned out OK.I get upset when i can't do what i want right then.I couldn't bare down on Chan for his book report cause Chelsea was here.I had him reading and he did about 3 pages and she came in the hall with tears in her eyes.A part of me got irritated and the other half was sad.I said Chelsea honey Chan has to read a little bit OK he'll be done soon.

    I let him finish his page and go to her.He hates to see anyone sad.I get frustrated because when she is upset or mad at me so to speak.(in her own reasons i guess)She has figured out the only way to get to me is thru food.Or our meals.If she is in a good mood she will eat what I've cooked or what I've bought.I always make things kid friendly.Hey it benefits me.(in the long run)So its never plain yuk stuff.You know.This morning I'm hungry.OK cereal for both.Didn't eat.Lunch-cheesy noodles and crackers.Didn't eat.As I'm in the other room i hear the fridge door open and never close.3-4 times.Cabinets opening and closing.I say Chan you can't have a snack unless you eat your lunch.I hear the fridge door i say please get what you want and close the door thank you.It just doesn't happen.Yes i figured out it was Chelsea.She has been great since her dad talked to her.But i guess where he is working 7-8 days straight she has to take it out on me.?

    Today i say close the back door so bugs won't come it.(i hate flying things)I walk by its wide open.She really didn't like me today.At all.I'm learning really i am.I'm not a mean person.I may seem like it but there are certain things i expect from you here at the house.So that was part of my bad day blues i think.Well he just came and got her.I'm glad i have the rest of the alone with Chan.Horrible huh?Well i told Alan he should be off tomorrow surely?He has worked 7 straight days.I went on to tell him I'm not trying to be mean but i wanted my weekends.Since it was supposed to only be 3-4 days a week.For petesake. But she will be here in the morning at 6:30.So no day off for me.I know i keep going on and on it just keeps getting better and better.Well I'm done for now.I baked a cinnamon swirl cake (she hated) i got a ewwww  I like cinnamon toast!!So Chan and i will ice it....Angie