Time heals all i do believe.I can't imagine my life without alan.I love him so much as U all know.I just have a hard time showing it/so I pushed him Just alittle....U all have been my family all these 18 mths.those of U who have kept up with my antics i really am thankful,and i hope U continue to stand behind me cause he has accepted an active position in another state so I'll be moving far away from the little ole mtns of tenn.to flat hot chiggerville..Somebody Help me...lol not sure i like this new set up on blogster??Time willl tell.Happy THANKSGIVING I have a hell of alot to be thankful for......My husband home...lol//////////