I read Grumpy's blog. (thinking of you Grumps) and wrote my own thinking of Ken (my brother) and now have my ex coming over!
Yikeroonies and such. He is the perfect man for me. Everyone thinks so, I guess I was feeling melancholy and a little sad about Ken when he called but I don't think I'm quite up to par on this.
I do still love him, he does treat me like I'm a goddess and the parents love him.
Is this my fear of LOVE or INTIMACY? Or perhaps the fact that someone thinks I'm beautiful even when I first wake up and have bags the size of China under my eyes? Good heavens....
What to do???