Tracy and me, we parted on Aug.8 and two years ago on that day, it's Beijing Olimpics...
Yesterday, he sent me a message that he had a stomachache, then I replied to him that he should go to see the doctor. He said he missed me...Frankly to say, I still love him, but it's me who say byebye to him first and pushed him away. I said to him that I still waited for him with a pretend tongue, but he said we were done...and refused me...
I know it's my fault and now I can't fix it anymore.
Yesterday was really a horrible day for me, the man I loved so much conpletely walked away of my life.
Today, when I want to write something, I suddenly know that yesterday was Friday the 13th, Oh ,my God, so silly guy I was. I said to myself it's not me but the data didn't take me to his side...
Now you know how false I am, I find an excuse for his rejection...a bay day, really ,for me, and for my soul...