So I hadn't been talking about Navy D here for a while because there was not much to talk about. This weekend I saw him both Friday and Saturday night. Friday night we went out to dinner. On Friday night we talked on the phone after dinner because he said something to me that bothered me. At the end of the conversation I said: "It feels like we're dating without any of the benefits."
Saturday night he came over for movie night.... We watched Catch & Release & Bamboozled. Really good movies. I went to walk the dog, and when I came back inside he was sitting on the couch near where I normally sit. I did not want to hug him because we were friends. I was like ok, so he's trying to encroach on my space. Not sure how to feel about this. We had a few beers. I opened a bottle of wine. He hadn't eaten, so I re-heated some chili for him. We kept drinking wine and having a good time. He kept repeatedly asking me if he could lay in my lap. I was like NO. Over and over again. Then he stopped asking and he actually did lay near me, and fell asleep. I woke him up and was like, let's go to bed. I was actually 95% sure we weren't going to be physical. However, I was wrong. We laid in bed, maybe it was the alcohol or maybe it was touching for the first time in six months. He made a statement that said: If we know that its going to suck regardless of what label we have why don't we just enjoy each other's company and see what we see. He kept talking and saying things that I needed to hear. I flipped over to face him and now we're more than friends....
We spent Sunday morning getting reaquainted.. lots of fun and kissing :) So we don't know what the future holds but we're going to have fun and enjoy each others company...
Happy Monday. I need to try to sleep!